It's been one month since we lost our little Marissa.
It feels like yesterday and a lifetime ago. I'm still struggling with disbelief and sadness.
Life sucks and isn't fair, but it goes on.
The sun is shining and yet parts of our hearts are so dark and sad.
I'll be okay and then I'll see/read/hear something that will start the tears again.
My little boy is still sad. Saturday night he was telling me that he'd had a rough day (gotten hurt several times). Then he said "Mom, my last three weeks have been really bad. It's been since Marissa died. I wish she was still here. Then it would be better."
Yes, my love! Life would definitely be better without death.
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Please come quickly Lord Jesus!